I’m posting from my broken iPhone so this probably won’t sound very good.
Its been a hell of a month and its not going to be getting better any time soon. I never understood how a person could let life get them down. I don’t understand depression or how it attacks a person. The hoplessness, pain, misery caused by whatever a person is feeling was something I took for granted because I didn’t think anything could get that bad for me. Well, In retrospect, I was just foolinf myself, because things are so bad right now that I can’t focus.
I suppose its good to write about these things, so I’ll start with the basics. First my ex-wife is a selfish cheating money grubbing whore. I think everybody knows that. She sued me for more child support, and won. Big. So now, instead of paying the bills, planning for vacation, spending time with my kids, I have to live paycheck to paycheck. I know, thats not new for some people. I guess what burns me isn’t that she gets more of my money, I kinda suspected that was going to happen. What bothers me is that there is no support out there from the government that I sacrificed for. No fathers rights organizations, no judges, no family services, that will say, “Hey, that slut is deserves what she got!” Thats not gonna happen. So I am left to think about how she will spend my hard earned dollars while I search the couch for spare change.
We will see what tomorrow brings, I am sure it will be entertaining. I’m also pretty sure it won;t be a good thing.